Its June 12th and...

.....im still at home feeling worthless now.No,not because im no good,there's just nothing interesting im doing now..sigh...I will continue studying in about 2 months,and boy im pretty much looking forward to start fresh.I mean,its uni/college life man!!Think about it...the challenges im going to get..and new friends..its been too long i've waited.I mean,i've been on holiday for 7 straight months.It would be an interesting holiday if i had gone somewhere during the 7 month stretch but guess what?IT DIDN'T HAPPEN!!Damn it..papa is too busy with work,mama is pretty tired with home work,sister doing industrial training and bro is working too.Well sure some of you might suggest me working part time somewhere and earn some cash but..WTF man...IT DIDN'T HAPPEN!!damn so much time i have wasted..and time flies so fast.I feel like i'm a housewife now.And im definitely Desperate now to get a new life!!Hmmm social life has definitely been tough for me during this 7 month stretch.I just hope when im back to where i belong in the studying coma,i will come out good.In two months baby..two months!!